Mr. Words sent me a very kawaii email (!!). Now I’m all giddy. <3 BIG CRUSH <3 be anathema)
message from a KOREAN submissive boy on #fetlife! Always so happy to see/meet kinky Asians – it’s like being greeted by a plate of bacon be anathema)
I know waaay too much about Cavs + other boy stuff, no thnx to @brianspaeth. Dude – will you please allow me to remain an ignorant GIRL? be anathema)
RT @wilhelminawang: LOL. “Single Asians” http://bit.ly/R3Ze3 I don’t fit the stereotype at all, but I can appreciate it (ha, me too!) be anathema)
@wilhelminawang ooh, will you have a post up about first lesbian experience? I wanna read… be anathema)
Listening to CD a jazz-fanatic co-worker burned for me. As jazz newbie, the best I can do is listen on repeat until I finally “get it” be anathema)
RT @GooseLives: my cool exterior belies fact that his groan upon finding freshly bare pussy is on constant 10-second loop in my head (HOT!) be anathema)
RT @Dhrumil: “Emotion by itself is not unhappiness. Emotion + story =unhappiness. You cannot be unhappy without unhappy story” Eckhart Tolle be anathema)
Speaking of Jamaicans – I *lurve* the food @Mollena @Babecakes! There is this place in Flatbush – @kwanzer and I’ve been there couple times be anathema)
gay Finnish ex-bf has not called – this is so typical. He’s probably having a bf meltdown or sex in a public bathroom. be anathema)
Well i guess it’s time for delish wah fung food and buff chinese boy watching at park. Life is cruel. be anathema)
Just saw some guy in sequin vest! It was so tacky it rocked. And he wore it with zero irony. Dang.
In Mr. Words’ apt. He asked me to stay + fell asleep with arms around me. in da house.
Unsure why I feel such intense melancholy. Mr. Words has certainly gone out of way 2b ridonkulously sweet. in da house.
Ugh, what is my problem? I should be sleeping next to him. He WANTS me next to him. Instead I sit by window, fully dressed, ready to run. in da house.
But he looks so adorable in slumber. I really want to stay. Obviously I have massive intimacy issues. in da house.
When a man ignores me, it feels familiar. But when he is sincerely kind, like Mr. Words, I feel like my heart is an infinite sob echo in da house.
Ok. Get undressed. Go back to bed. Be NORMAL, for once. Don’t be such a baby. He won’t bite. He’s very very nice, in fact. in da house.
Ok. Now naked + in bed. But he’s sprawled out and I’m ready to fall off edge. I’m suppressing giggles as I consider irony in da house.
Mr. Words and I had dumplings for breakfast. He showed me a novel way to sauce ‘em up, inside and out. in da house.
@goodnighthorse touche! btw – I want pics of ur ink. puh-puh-puh-please… in da house.
Mr. Words is off to see his sons. I’m back in safety of my apt. Rhetorical question: did I just create drama for myself? in da house.
American Apparel on E. Houston is having cash-only rummage sale today and tomorrow. I’d go but I have enuff hipster-esque drama in my head. in da house.
@EssinEm those moose sure are loose. baw-chika-waw-waw in da house.
Ooh, I love “Sex in the City” so thnx @sladeroberson! in da house.
My roommate is watching her new baby niece, Paige. OMG – baby is SO cute! Kwee-yuh-wuh! My biological clock just started going bananas. in da house.
babies have this way of breathing that sounds like they’re sighing about a daydream. We were all once babies, too…
co-worker is recanting an epic stand-off with a garden-wrecking chipmunk. This is the BEST story ever. So true!
RT @andysowards RT @gfranks The Beauty Of Urban Decay. http://bit.ly/9r7xX (my fave is from picaddict – the reclining statue) So true!
just had a discussion with a male co-worker about how men are like blooming cherry tree. According to the Japanese, anyways. So true!
well @GaltsGhost – Japanese believe that young man’s beauty is like cherry blossom – stunning at its prime but ultimately ephemeral So true!
*kisses* to @whoopieschool So true!
Hot DAYAM, these pink stockings rock sooo hard it fucking hurts. *ow! ow!* Dear God: please reincarnate me as cotton-candy colored alien #fb So true!
Just walked around office, handing out chocolates. I shoulda been airline stewardess – at least I’d be en route to Berlin. So true!
I have 2 co-workers with whom I communicate 96.5% of time via winks, blinks + nods. No words. Never had a single misunderstanding. *nod* So true!
only reason why I know about world news: I *lurve* Rick Sanchez of CNN. He kinda sorta bitch slapped fmr. Congressman Tom DeLay just now. So true!
my screenplay mate just bailed on me! But I’m too nice to shake my fist at him. So true!
But the bail out means: I get to meet up with Mr. Words (that sweet boy I hooked up with on Monday) earlier than expected. *claps hands!* So true!
…or not. He won’t be back until closer to 11pm. Now I have 4 free hours. What to do, what to do… So true!
I feel an inexplicable need to go to Francis Bacon exhibit tonight: http://bit.ly/14xHI (via @NYArtBeat) Museum open til 9pm today+tomorrow in da house.
Francis Bacon in da house. in da house.
Bacon famously claimed that his work: “the paint comes across dirctly onto the nervous system.” in da house.
“painting” (1946) by Bacon is grotesquely fucktastic. Beef carcass, bones, and a monster with yellow flower in pocket!? in da house.
Bacon wanted to paint a screaming grimacing mouth like “Monet painted a sunset” That quote just stabbed my superego to death. in da house.
Bacon’s “three studies for a crucifixion” (1962) made me wanna vomit in the best way possible. Mad respect for making me sick. in da house.
Francis Bacon exhibit just about gave me a most outstanding brain hemorrhage @goodnighthorse. I want to go back again before it closes… in da house.
Dogs on upper east side are better groomed than me. I need an owner. in da house.
If i were dog I’d be an overfed maltese living with slightly senile woman who takes pics of me in ridiculous dog costumes on Halloween
RT @Mollena Only in SF would you find a Communist board game in the local independently-owned coffee shop. http://twitgoo.com/bt4g# you find a
RT @brianspaeth Inside my heart is another smaller heart that powers my main heart. They both love you #liesgirlstell (wait, this is considered a lie?) #
Sweet boy told me he tried to hit on me before but I didn’t noticed. Now I’m worried – wat other guys have I unintentionally not noticed? # but I didn’t
btw I’m now fan of #identica (used w/twhirl). My posts are mine 4eva! No whale nonsense! Highly rec every1 check it out: http://identi.ca# but I didn’t
thnx to @maymaym for introducing me to #identica and steering me to very helpful !newbies group. # but I didn’t
My apt. seems to be mecca for #mice. Maybe they enjoy air conditioning as much as I do? If I die of meningitis, u know why. I should move. # but I didn’t
It’s confirmed: I’m presenting at #nerdnite on July 10. About Korean pop music. Suh-WEEEET! #fb# but I didn’t
My gay Finnish ex-bf from high school just called – he’s flying into NYC on Sunday. I’m mentally preparing myself for imminent debauchery… # but I didn’t
oh fuckity fuck. Avalanche of work. I can’t make @planetmidori’s “art of female dominance” tonight. And I even wore extra cute outfit. # but I didn’t
Best thing about working with male engineers and foreigners – I can make an appointment for a brazilian and they think it’s for a restaurant # but I didn’t
Instead of sleeping, I am hyperventilating over this bloody screenplay due Friday. Index cards do not a screenplay make. Paper bag – QUICK! # but I didn’t
Oh, and I have a short story promised to my writing workshop group. Due Thursday. Double hyperventilation. #
I must be in-the-closet Luddite – ’cause I need to print out stories / write pen-on-paper / use good ‘ol flashcards – for this screenplay # Hans Nostdahl
word’o'day from @jackmurnighan’s bit on Pushkin. Weltschmerz: sentimental melancholy based on fact that fantasy >reality http://bit.ly/jowN1# Hans Nostdahl
people say that getting up at 10am is “late” Me, getting up before noon is “early as fuck” Hence, I am up early. On work holiday. Weird. #fb# Hans Nostdahl
I’m so going to @planetmidori’s “Midori’s Art of Feminine Dominance” tomorrow: http://bit.ly/fwN4W. Who else? @viviane212? # Hans Nostdahl
time to go to my secret garden in NYC to write. (I think only @goodnighthorse know where it is – and he’s in Scotland!) # Hans Nostdahl
First I must dance to this song in my room. Then I go to my secret garden. Chemistry “Point of No Return” ? http://blip.fm/~70dhz# Hans Nostdahl
Omg! Buff shirtless asian boys playing handball in chinatown. They r ferocious. ‘hood hawt. # Hans Nostdahl
Ok, first I had to watch shirtless boys while eating my $2.50 pork/chicken from wah fung. Now finally ready to go to secret garden. # Hans Nostdahl
Oh wait. Just noticed one of boys is white with faux hawk and cock diesel body. Need to observe little longer and verify my revelation… # Hans Nostdahl
Oof, see some hawt latino and black boys as well. It’s like UN gathering of gleaming, under-20yrs old male Adonis’. # Hans Nostdahl
*crying in joy* roses of all colors have bloomed in my secret garden. How does life get better than this? # Hans Nostdahl
Put my nose into a rose the color of my cheeks in december snowstorm. It smelled like a glass of sweetened green tea. #fb# Hans Nostdahl
Unexpected hardcore makeout session with sweet guy. My panties feel slippery. #
these YouTube videos of J-Pop and K-Pop girl bands are seriously overstimulating my fragile little brain. # are seriously
RT @properfilth: Only death by lipgloss can stop @avatarkoo from putting up 1st ebook on 6.9 (June 9). The date is just too cheeky to miss # are seriously
isn’t Ouran High School Host Club the bomb diggety, @wilhelminawang?! One of my fave manga/anime. RT-ing ur link: http://bit.ly/FnFJ5# are seriously
It takes me 8+ min to wash face b/c I painstakingly exfoliate every sq. inch. Just an FYI while I go now + strip off layer of dead #skin# are seriously
did u piss off Shirley Manson during her Angelfish days, @goodnighthorse? Were u a concert promoter during ur wild youth? # are seriously
drinking smoothie: 1 banana, 1 avocado, 16floz coconut milk, 16floz coconut water, 2 free-roam eggs, 1TBSP raw honey. Big writing day ahead. # liver laughing
pic of my new haircut (shorter, w/more layers) and my fave necklace. I love ethnic jewelry…http://bit.ly/1W4I12 # liver laughing
There is some store called “yellow fever” on bowery + stanton. With a female mannequin masturbating in windowfront. Eh… #fb# liver laughing
On chrystie & hester, wah fung offers chicken/pork over rice+ veggies for $2.50 all day. WIN! #fb# liver laughing
Yes, I am staying home tonight. It’s the “responsible-adult-finishing-her-projects-as promised” syndrome # liver laughing
RT @andysowards Garbage – Cherry Lips ? http://blip.fm/~6wzk0 (“Go baby, go go!” One of the best songs EVER to dissolve misanthropic moods) # liver laughing
more research for my screenplay. VIDEO of Japanese girl band ”Naichau Kamo” (Morning Musume) http://blip.fm/~6×1z1# liver laughing
omfg @ct_kingston – doing a project together is FUCKING BRILLIANT IDEA! *fans myself with excitement* # liver laughing
Another Morning Musume VIDEO – “Sexy Boy” Tee hee, this is a hella fun screenplay http://blip.fm/~6×3y9#
